The things that remind me again,,,

Monday, December 20 2010, is the day that I promised to my teacher to ask permission for my university socialization and for my green teacher project. I will do like presentation to persuade students in my ex-SMA to continue their study on my university. Actually, I came to fulfill my junior request too. He has been keeping in touch with me for long. So, I thought that we meet, it will make easier to him and for me to explain everything that he ask. After I asked for permission to principle, my junior accompanied me to prepare for my green teacher presentation, because for school presentation I already made it. The agenda for tomorrow was presentation for my university and then continue with my green teacher presentation. I went to look for plastic rubbish because my theme was “Generasi muda anti tas plastik”. I directly went to garbage dump by myself. Looking at to the person who seeks for rubbish, I felt sad and disappointed of myself. He is still young. I felt that I already wasted my time just for something unimportant. I imagined how if I were him who did not have any chance to get education. No never. I will never. I really grateful I still have chance to shape my creativity, to prove my skill, and to make my dreams come true. This was really big storm for me to remind again what my motivation before I become like this. Then we went home. I dropped my junior in his house. I saw his house condition. I met his mom. He is from ordinary family but he has big willing to get good education. Even though his mom only a baby sitter if there are neighbors who entrust their baby to her, but he has big spirit to get education. He did everything. He searched for information, prepared the application form and another letters, and so on. He reminds me to what I was in his position who was really busy to prepare many letters to continue my study. How was I crying because I was tired driving my motorcycle from morning until night from one place to another places to take care of my identity card, to get legalizations from RT to Kecamatan office. It was really hard. I do not know how to show it. But one thing that I have to always remember for my motivation is my decision to continue my study. I have to catch my dream. And I have to keep my spirit on,,,